Why?
I was telling Pastor Ron Dafler (a friend of mine) that I would leave for a very long motorcycle trip and that others would be able to follow me via this Blog as I will faithfully inform everyone of my motorcycle trip. His question was: "Why . . . Why are you doing this?"
My long time friend Dr. Parliament from Richmond, IN had the explanation for the desire of such a trip : "You see, when we reach a certain age, 'nature' believes that we have done our duty (duties) and we will then slowly deteriorate . . . become less useful!" (he also mentioned that other species die in the wilderness once they done it all) Therefore we try to explore new things.- Did he introduce the term term Midlife Crisis?
Well, that in all honesty is not why I make this trip. (At least I don't think) The life journey I travelled for the past 8 years have changed my life for a number of reasons: One of my sons left for college and I had a heart attack a few months ago.
As one (my son) finds a new beginning in life so does the other (me) find a second life. My heart attack was(is) the beginning of a new life for me! The reason I know it is a new life, is because I sometimes with deep sadness seek explanations of my past. I am reminded deep in my soul by the thoughts I carry and by the unforgiveness I harbor toward some moments of my past.
On my journey I will neglect the fog that lays his shadows over the mountain of hope. I have decided to climb this mountain and I will conquer the mountaintop as others have before me. I will not be stopped by the temptations of treasures along the way, neither will I be stopped by the rugged terrain or voices that carry the sound of echos from the past.
Why?
Because I can! I want to smell the air of other circles; hear the words where nobody knows my name. I want to smile at people who deserve MY smile. I want lay down my head and not worry about yesterday, now or tomorrow. I want to ride along the trees that seen worse times then now and I want to ride along houses that wished I would live in them.
I want to dream sensational dreams. Dreams of majestic colors that only those who are free can imagine. I want to paint silhouettes where only we, the strong, know the depth of their meaning. I want to dream dreams where I fly like the bird that is getting ready to migrate and is collecting strength for the journey
Why?
Because I want to wake up, knowing that I am alive and well and not forgotten. I want to know that I belong . . . not to that or to this, but that I am claimed by a life worth living. I want to know that I can walk in deserts without missing torrential rain.
I want to find out that I can hear voices that I forgot to listen to. I want to remember the time I was held by my Mother and I want to feel the security of knowing that this life is eternal.
Why?
I want to sing the hymns that I can't forget, Listen to stories that do not belong to me and dance to music that makes my heart mellow.
. . . . that is Why !!
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Friday, September 09, 2005 10:25:00 AMBest of luck on your trip. Stay safe and live it all.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005 7:22:00 PM
Ride without fear!
Wednesday, September 14, 2005 7:24:00 PM
Have a "safe trip" and come back renewed and refreshed! Don't forget to wear a helmet!!!!!!
Friday, September 16, 2005 4:08:00 PM
I have read this reasoning a couple of times. I think you need a vacation. This whole time factor from town to town you might want to rethink since this should be a more relaxed time for you. Best to you,Redneck Bob
Friday, September 16, 2005 6:37:00 PM
Your riding schedule looks pretty strict. Don't forget to smell the roses along the way!! Have a wonderful journey!
Friday, September 16, 2005 6:45:00 PM
Hi:
Sorry you did not leave your name . . . even though it may look strict, the days only indicate how many days it will take to go to - or come from. I will plan stops along the way and I will take my time. Make sure to check back . . .
Monday, September 19, 2005 7:16:00 PM
Manfred,
I hope that you have an awesome trip. I will be thinking about you. Be safe and wear a helmet!!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005 12:38:00 PM
May Gods Holy Spirit ride with you and guide you on your journey. May he grant you safety in your travels and a feeling of peace in your heart. D.A.D.
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